[ just freaking out sometimes ]

(101 steps to have a good relationship)

1. Watch the sunset together.
2. Take showers together.
3. Back rubs/massages.
4. Listen to classical music and cuddle in the dark or w/ blacklight.
5. French Kiss.
6. Hold her w/ hands inside the back of her shirt.
7. Whisper to each other.
8. Cook for each other.
9. Skinny dip.
10. Make out in the rain.
11. Dress each other.
12. Undress each other.
13. Kiss every part of their body.
14. Hold hands.
15. Sleep together. (Actually sleep with each other, not sex)
16. One word: Foreplay
17. Sit and talk in just underwear.
18. Buy gifts for each other.
19. Roses.
20. Find out their favorite cologne/perfume and wear it every time you’re together.
21. Wear his clothes.
22. Find a nice secluded place to lie and watch the stars.
23. Incense/candles/oils/blacklights and music make for great cuddling/sex.
24. Kiss at every chance you get.
25. Don’t wear underwear and let them find out.
26. Kinky is bad; Blindfolds are good.
27. Lightly kiss their collarbone and their jawbone just below the ear, then whisper I love you. 
28. Bubble baths.
29. Go for a long walk down the beach at midnight.
30. Make love.
31. Write poetry for each other.
32. Kiss/smell her hair.
33. Hugs are the universal medicine.
34. Say I love you, only when you mean it and make sure they know you mean it.
35. Give random gifts of flowers/candy/poetry etc.
36. Tell her that she’s the only girl you ever want. Don’t lie.
37. Spend every second possible together.
38. Tell her that she doesn’t have to do anything she doesn’t want to. And mean it.
39. Look into each other’s eyes.
40. Very lightly push up her chin, look into her eyes, tell her you love her, and kiss her lightly.
41. Talk to each other using only body language and your eyes.
42. When in public, only flirt w/ each other. 
43. Walk behind her and put your hands in her front pockets.
44. Put love notes in their pockets when they aren’t looking.
45. Clothes are no fun.
46. Buy her a ring.
47. Keep one of her bras somewhere where you see it everyday.
48. Sing to each other.
49. Read to each other.
50. PDA = Public Display of Affection.
51. Take advantage of any time alone together.
52. Tell her about how you answered every question in math with her name
53. Draw. (If you can)
54. Let her sit on your lap.
55. Go hiking and camp out together in the woods or on a mountain.
56. Lips were made for kissing. So were eyes, and fingers, and cheeks, and collarbones, and hands, and ears.
57. Kiss her stomach.
58. Always hold her around her hips/sides.
59. Guys like half-shirts.
60. Take her to dinner and do the dinner for two deal.
61. Spaghetti (Ever see Lady and the Tramp?)
62. Hold her hand, stare into her eyes, kiss her hand and then put it over your heart.
63. Unless you can feel their hear beating, you aren’t close enough.
64. Dance together.
65. Sit in front of a roaring fire and make out/make love.
66. I love the way a girl looks right after she’s fallen asleep with her head in my lap.
67. Carry her to bed.
68. Waterbeds are fun.
69. You figure it out.
70. Do cute things like write I love you in a note so that they have to look in a mirror to read it.
71. Break every one of your parent’s relationship rules for them.
72. Make excuses to call them every 5 minutes 
73. Even if you are really busy doing something, go out of your way to call and say I love you.
74. Call from your vacation spot to tell them you were thinking about them.
75. Remember your dreams and tell her about them.
76. Ride your bike 8 miles just to see them for a few hours.
77. Ride home and call them.
78. Tell each other your most sacred secrets/fears.
79. Somehow incorporate them into any kind of religion or worship you have.
80. Be Prince Charming to her parents. (Brownie Points)
81. Act out mutual fantasies together. (Not necessarily sexual)
82. Brush her hair out of her face for her.
83. Stay up all night to think of 101 ways to be sweet to them.
84. Hang out with his/her friends. (more brownie points)
85. Go to church/pray/worship together.
86. Take her to see a romantic movie and remember the parts she liked.
87. Cuddle together under a full moon on a clear night. 
88. Learn from each other and don’t make the same mistake twice.
89. Everyone deserves a second chance.
90. Describe the joy you feel just to be with him/her.
91. Make sacrifices for each other.
92. Really love each other, or don’t stay together. 
93. Write a fictional story about how you met/fell in love, etc. and give
it to them.
94. Let there never be a second during any given day that you aren’t thinking about them, and make sure they know it.
95. Love yourself before you love anyone else.
96. Buy her a charm bracelet/necklace w/her name on it.
97. Dedicate songs to them on the radio.
98. Fall asleep on the phone with each other.
99. Sleep naked together.
100. Stand up for them when someone talks trash.
101. Never forget the kiss goodnight. And always remember to say, "Sweet dreams."

Kiss on the hand means… I adore you.

Kiss on the cheek means.. I just want to be friends.

Kiss on the chin means… You are cute!

Kiss on the neck means… I want you.

Kiss on the lips means… I love you.

Kiss on the ears means… Let’s have some fun.

Kiss anywhere else means… You’re the best.

Places To Kiss Your Love…
Behind their ear Tip of their nose
Underside of their forearm Curve of their waist
Palm of their hand Back of their neck
Inside their wrist Under their chin
Their eyelids Inside of their ankle
Their collar bone Tips of their finger
Their spine Small of their back
Inside their wrist Under their chin
Their eyelids Inside of their ankle
Their collar bone Tips of their fingers
Their spine Small of their back
Their tummy Behind their knees

Shower your love with kisses ALL OVER!

Wondering if he really likes you? Here are nine surefire ways to tell if he’s just not into you.

He never makes plans in advance
If he really wanted to see you, do you really think he would keep calling you on Friday to make plans for Saturday?

He talks too much about an ex-girlfriend
It’s okay to reminisce about a past relationship, but if it’s all he talks about, could it be he’s not over her yet?

He won’t talk about the future
We’re not talking about ultimatums here or putting undue pressure on the guy.

He doesn’t plan anything for special occasions
If your birthday is coming up or Valentine’s Day and it’s not on his radar screen, do you think your happiness is top of mind for him?

He lets you do all the work
It’s okay to plan some of the dates, but if you only see each other when you make it happen, then can he really claim to be committed to the relationship?

He’s not clear about your status with friends and family
Does he tell you that you’re his girlfriend but say something different in front of friends and family, like we’re just close friends?

He’s overly guarded about cell phone and email messages
People who hide nothing have nothing to hide. Why would he be so protective about messages if he had nothing to hide?

He has no interest in your friends and family
If this relationship has a future, at some point he’ll have to establish relationships with the people important in your life. If he’s not interested in meeting your friends and family, could it be he doesn’t expect to be around too long?

He cancels on you all the time
Making plans is great but not if they’re constantly cancelled by him. What could possibly come up every weekend that he bags on plans with you to do something else?

1. I wish you were a door so I could slam you all day long.
2. (Lick finger and wipe on her shirt)….Let’s get you out of these wet clothes.
3. Nice legs…what time do they open?
4. Do you work for UPS? I thought I saw you checking out my package.
5. You’ve got 206 bones in your body, want one more?
6. Can I buy you a drink or do you just want the money?
7. I may not be the best looking guy in here, but I’m the only one talking to you.
8. I’m a bird watcher and I’m looking for a Big Breasted Bed Thrasher,have you
seen one?
9. I’m fighting the urge to make you the happiest woman on Earth tonight.
10. Wanna play army? I’ll lay down and you can blow the hell outta me.
11. I wish you were a Pony Carousel outside Superdrug, so I could ride you all day long for a quarter.
12. Oh, I’m sorry, I thought that was a braille name tag.
13. I’d really like to see how you look when I’m naked.
14. Is that a ladder in your stockings or the stairway to heaven?
15. You might not be the best looking girl here, but beauty is only a light switch away.
16. You must be the limp doctor because I’ve got a stiffy.
17. I’d walk a million miles for one of your smiles, and even farther for that thing you do with your tongue.
18. If it’s true that we are what we eat, then I could be you by morning.
19. You know, if I were you, I’d have sex with me.
20. You. Me. Whipped cream. Handcuffs. Any questions?
21. F@# me if I’m wrong, but is your name Helga Titsbottom?
22. Those clothes would look great in a crumpled heap on my bedroom floor.
23. My name is Austin … remember that, you’ll be screaming it later.
24. Do you believe in love at first sight or should I walk by again?
25. Hi, I’m Mr. Right. Someone said you were looking for me.
26. My friend wants to know if YOU think I’M cute."
27. Hi, the voices in my head told me to come over and talk to you.
28. My name isn’t Elmo, but you can tickle me anytime you want to.
29. I know milk does a body good, but DAMN, how much have you been drinking?
30. If you were the last woman and I was the last man on earth, I bet we could do it in public.
31. Wanna come over for some pizza and sex? No? Why, don’t you like pizza?
32. Baby, I’m an American Express lover…you shouldn’t go home without me.
33. Do you sleep on your stomach? no……….? Can I???
34. Do you wash your pants in Windex because I can see myself in them.
35. I lost my puppy, can you help me find him? I think he went into this cheap motel room.

1. Minamalat na naman ang puso ko..
*** Paano kasi, laging sinisigaw ang pangalan mo..

2. Ikaw ba may-ari ng Crayola??
*** Ikaw kasi nagbibigay ng kulay sa buhay ko..

3. Uy picture tayo!!
*** Para ma-develop tayo!!

4. Kung ikaw ay bola at ako ang player, mashushoot ba kita??
*** Hinde, para lagi kita mamimiss..
5. Can i take your picture??
*** ‘Coz i want to show Santa exactly what i want for Christmas!!

6. Exam ka ba??
*** Gustong gusto na kasi kitang i-take home eh!!

7. Lecture mo ba ako??
*** Lab kasi kita..

8. Centrum ka ba??
*** Kasi you make my life complete!!

9. Miss pwede ba kita maging driver??
*** Para ikaw na magpapatakbo ng buhay ko..

10. Mahilig ka ba sa asukal??
*** Ang tamis kasi ng mga ngiti mo..

11. Pinaglihi ka ba sa keyboard??
*** Kasi type kita..

12. I hate to say this but… You are like my underwear..
*** ‘Coz i can’t last a day without you!!

13. Ibibili kita ng salbabida..
*** Kasi malulunod ka sa pagmamahal ko..

14. Pwede ba kitang maging sidecar??
*** Single kasi ako eh..

15.Me lisensya ka ba??
*** Coz you’re driving me crazy eh..

16. May kilala ka bang gumagawa ng relo??
*** May sira ata relo ko.. Pag ikaw kasi kasama ko, humi­hinto ang oras ko..

17. I’m a bee..
*** Can you be my honey??

18. Am i a bad shooter??
*** Coz i keep on missing you..

19. Naniniwala ka ba sa love at first sight??
*** O gusto mong dumaan ulit ako??

20. Mabilis ka siguro sa mga puzzle noh??
*** Kasi kakasimula pa lang ng araw ko, pero nabuo mo na agad..

21. Excuse me.. Are you a dictionary??
*** Because you give meaning to my life..

22. Bangin ka ba??
*** Nahuhulog kasi ako sa’yo..

23. Pagod na pagod ka na noh??
*** Maghapon at magdamag kana kasing tumatakbo sa isipan ko eh..

24. Me butas ba puso mo??
*** Kasi natrap na ako sa loob, can’t find my way out!!

25. Anung height mo??
*** Pano ka nagkasya sa loob ng puso ko..

26. Hey, did you fart??
*** Coz you blew me away!!

27. Sana “V” na lang ako..
*** Para i’m always right next to “U”

28. Nde tayo tao..Nde tayo hayop…BAGAY tayo…BAGAY tlga tayo…

29. Ako ay isang exam…kaya sagutin mo na ako…

30. Mag empake ka…sama ka sakin….punta tayo home for the aged……
*** Kasi i wanna grow old with you……

31. Alarm clock ka ba?
*** Kasi ginising mo ang natutulog kong puso…..

32. Alam mo bang parang 7-11 ang puso ko?……
*** Kasi 24 oras bukas para sayo…..

33. Nung mahalin kita…..daig ko pa ang na traffic sa edsa……
*** I can’t move on….

34. Nakalunok ka ba ng kwitis?
*** Pag ngumiti ka kc…may spark….

35. “Pag ako gumawa ng planeta, gusto ko ikaw ang axis ko..
*** Para sayo lang iikot ang mundo ko..”

36. You look like someone I know
*** My next Girlfriend

37. Ako na magbabayad ng tuition fee mo!
*** Basta pag-aralan mo lang na mahalin ako.

38. Feeling ko mouse tayong dalawa…
*** You know, we just click.

39. Excuse me, tatanong ko lang kung didiretsuhin ko bang daan na ‘to,
*** O may ibang shortcut sa puso mo?

40. May free time ka ba? Samahan mo naman ako sa psychiatrist. ..
*** Magdala daw kasi ako ng kinababaliwan ko.

41. Kung may business ako, lahat ng tao bebentahan ko ng mura,
*** ‘Kaw lang ang hindi. Sa’yo lang ako magmamahal.

42. Bukas sisingilin ko na yung bayad mo sa renta…
*** Tagal mo na kasing naninirahan sa puso ko eh.

(Some of these dating jokes have a mature theme. The rest are pretty immature.)

A First Date
A boy and his date were parked on a back road some distance from town, doing what boys and girls do on back roads some distance from town. Things were getting hot and heavy when the girl stopped the boy.
"I really should ave mentioned this earlier, but I’m actually a hooker and I charge $20 for sex," she said.
The boy just looked at her for a couple of seconds, but then reluctantly paid her, and they did their thing.
After the cigarette, the boy just sat in the driver’s seat looking out the window. "Why aren’t we going anywhere?" asked the girl.
"Well, I should have mentioned this before, but I’m actually a taxi driver, and the fare back to town is $25."

The Blind Date

Brad had a blind date with Ashley for the prom and, as the evening progressed, he found himself attracted to her more and more. After some really passionate embracing, he said, "Tell me, do you object to making love?"
"That’s something I have never done before," Ashley replied.
"Never made love? You mean you are a virgin?" Brad was amazed.
"No, silly!" she giggled. "I’ve never objected!"

The Generation Gap

It’s the Spring of 1957 and Bobby goes to pick up his date. He’s a pretty hip guy with his own car. When he goes to the front door, the girl’s father answers and invites him in.
"Carrie’s not ready yet, so why don’t you have a seat?," he says.
"That’s cool" says Bobby.
Carrie’s father asks Bobby what they’re planning to do. Bobby replies politely that they will probably just go to the soda shop or a movie.
Carrie’s father responds "why don’t you two go out and screw? I hear all the kids are doing it."
Naturally, this comes as a quite a surprise to Bobby-so he asks Carrie’s Dad to repeat it.
"Yeah," says Carries father, "Carrie really likes to screw; she’ll screw all night if we let her!"
Well, this just made Bobby’s eyes light up, and his plans for the evening was beginning to look pretty good. A few minutes later, Carrie comes downstairs in her little poodle skirt and announces that she’s ready to go. Almost breathless with anticipation, Bobby escorts his date out the front door. About 20 minutes later, Carrie rushes back into the house, slams the door behind her, and screams at her father:
" DANGIT DADDY….! IT’S CALLED THE TWIST!"

Grandmother’s Dating Advice
There was a young virgin that was going out on a date for the first time and she told her grandmother about it.

Her grandmother says, "Sit here and let me tell you about those young boys. He is going to try to kiss you; you are going to like that, but don’t let him do that."

She continued, "He is going to try to feel your breast; you are going to like that, but don’t let him do that. He is going to try to put his hand between your legs; you are going to like that, but don’t let him do that.
Then the grandmother said, "But, most importantly, he is going to try to get on top of you and have his way with you. You are going to like that, but don’t let him do that. It will disgrace the family."

With that bit of advice in mind, the granddaughter went on her date and could not wait to tell her grandmother about it. The next day she told her grandmother that her date went just as the old lady said.

"Grandmother, I didn’t let him disgrace the family. When he tried, I showed him who was boss! I disgraced his family! Three times!"

Three Tickets
The boyfriend said, "We’re going to have a GREAT time Saturday. I’ve gotten three tickets for the big game."
"Why do we need three ?" asked the girl.
"They’re for your Father, Mother, and kid sister." he replied with a sheepish grin.

Top Ten Simple Rules for Dating My Teenage Daughter- and Living.
Rule One:
If you pull into my driveway and honk you’d better be delivering a package, because you’re sure not picking anything up.

Rule Two:
You do not touch my daughter in front of me. You may glance at her, so long as you do not peer at anything below her neck. If you cannot keep your eyes or hands off of my daughter’s body, I will remove them.

Rule Three:
I am aware that it is considered fashionable for boys of your age to wear their trousers so loosely that they appear to be falling off their hips. Please don’t take this as an insult, but you and all of your friends are complete idiots. Still, I want to be fair and open minded about this issue, so I propose this compromise: You may come to the door with your underwear showing and your pants ten sizes too big, and I will not object. However, in order to ensure that your clothes do not, in fact, come off during the course of your date with my daughter, I will take my electric nail gun and fasten your trousers securely in place to your waist.

Rule Four:
I’m sure you’ve been told that in today’s world, sex without utilizing a "barrier method" of some kind can kill you. Let me elaborate, when it comes to sex, I am the barrier, and I will kill you.

Rule Five:
It is usually understood that in order for us to get to know each other, we should talk about sports, politics, and other issues of the day. Please do not do this. The only information I require from you is an indication of when you expect to have my daughter safely back at my house, and the only word I need from you on this subject is "early."

Rule Six:
I have no doubt you are a popular fellow, with many opportunities to date other girls. This is fine with me as long as it is okay with my daughter.
Otherwise, once you have gone out with my little girl, you will continue to date no one but her until she is finished with you. If you make her cry, I will make you cry.

Rule Seven:
As you stand in my front hallway, waiting for my daughter to appear, and more than an hour goes by, do not sigh and fidget. If you want to be on time for the movie, you should not be dating. My daughter is putting on her makeup, a process that can take longer than painting the Golden Gate Bridge. Instead of just standing there, why don’t you do something useful, like changing the oil in my car?

Rule Eight:
The following places are not appropriate for a date with my daughter: Places where there are beds, sofas, or anything softer than a wooden stool. Places where there are no parents, policemen, or nuns within eyesight. Places where there is darkness. Places where there is dancing, holding hands, or happiness. Places where the ambient temperature is warm enough to induce my daughter to wear shorts, tank tops, midriff T-shirts, or anything other than overalls, a sweater, and a goose down parka — zipped up to her throat. Movies with a strong romantic or sexual theme are to be avoided; movies which features chain saws are okay. Hockey games are okay. Old folks homes are better.

Rule Nine:
Do not lie to me. I may appear to be a potbellied, balding, middle-aged, dimwitted has-been. But on issues relating to my daughter, I am the all-knowing, merciless God of your universe. If I ask you where you are going and with whom, you have one chance to tell me the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth. I have a shotgun, a shovel, and five acres behind the house. Do not trifle with me.

Rule Ten:
Be afraid. Be very afraid. It takes very little for me to mistake the sound of your car in the driveway for a chopper coming in over a rice paddy near Hanoi. When my Agent Orange starts acting up, the voices in my head frequently tell me to clean the guns as I wait for you to bring my daughter home. As soon as you pull into the driveway you should exit your car with both hands in plain sight. Speak the perimeter password, announce in a clear voice that you have brought my daughter home safely and early, then return to your car — there is no need for you to come inside. The camouflaged face at the window is mine.

"Haven’t I seen you someplace before?"
"Yeah, that’s why I don’t go there anymore."

He: So what do you do for a living?
She: Female impersonator.
"Is this seat empty?"
"Yes, and this one will be too if you sit down."

"So, wanna go back to my place?"
"Well, I don’t know. Will two people fit under a rock?"

"I’d like to call you. What’s your number?"
"It’s in the phone book."
"But I don’t know your name."
"That’s in the phone book too."

"What sign were you born under?"
"No Parking."

"I know how to please a woman."
"Then please leave me alone."

"Haven’t we met before?"
"Yes, I’m the receptionist at the V.D. Clinic."

"I want to give myself to you."
"Sorry, I don’t accept cheap gifts."

"I can tell that you want me."
"Ohhhh. You’re so right. I want you… to leave."

"Hey, baby, What’s your sign?"
"Stop."

"Hey cutie, how ’bout you and I hitting the hot spots?"
"Sorry, I don’t date outside my species."

"May I gh
"Yes, but would you stay there?"

Guy: "Haven’t I seen you someplace before?"
Girl: "Yes, that’s why I don’t go there anymore."

"Your place or mine?"
"Both. You go to yours and I’ll go to mine."

He: So, wanna go back to my place?
She: Well, I don’t know. Will two people fit under a rock?

After hearing a pickup line:
I like your approach, now let’s see your departure.

If you are looking at a girl and she says "What are you looking at?"
say "I thought you were good looking, but I was mistaken."

He: Would you like to dance?
She: Not with you.
He: Oh, come on. Lower your standards a little, I just did.

He: Do you wanna dance?
She: Yeah but not with you!
He: You must have misunderstood me, I said you look fat in those pants!

Q: Does beauty run in your family?
A: It obviously doesn’t in yours!

Q: What’s your name sexy?
A: Taken!

Q: Do you believe in love at first sight or do you want me to walk by again?
A: Yeah, but this time don’t stop!

Q: I think you’re the best looking girl in here.
A: Really? Well, I’d better go find the best looking guy then, hadn’t I!

He: So, baby, your place or mine?
She: Both. You’ll go to your place and I’ll go to mine!

He: Your legs go clear up to your ass.
She: Most peoples’ do!

Q: Can I buy you a drink?
A: Go ahead, but only if you buy my boyfriend one too!

"You look like a dream."
Response: "Go back to sleep."

He: What`s it like being the most beautiful girl in the bar?
She: What`s it like being the biggest liar in the world?

"I can see forever in your eyes."
Response: "But all I can see is never in yours."

"I looked up beautiful in the thesaurus today and your name was included."
Response: "Thanks! Hey, I saw your name next to jerk."

Wala na ang dating pagtingin
Sawa na ba saking lambing
Wala ka namang dahilan
Ngunit bakit biglang nangiwan

Hindi na alam ang gagawin
Upang ika’y magbalik sakin
Ginawa ang lahat ngunit bakit
Ika’y biglang naghanap

Hindi magbabago
Pagmamahal sa iyo
Sana’y pakinggan mo
Ang awit ng pusong ito

Tulad ng mundong hindi
Tumitigil sa pag-ikot
Pag ibig di mapapagod

Tulad ng ilog na hindi
Tumitigil sa pag agos
Pag ibig di matatapos

Alaala’y bumabalik
Mga panahong nasasabik
Sukdulang mukha ay
Laging nasa panaginip

Bakit biglang pinagpalit
Pagsasamaha’y tila nawaglit
Ang dating walang hanggan
Nagkaroon ng katapusan

this song goes to you my friend.. this is one of the hottest songs here.. and i really love it.. hopefully you’ll find time to research and hear the song.. for you to understand further what the lyrics means.. and why do i value this song for you.. i just wish you good luck.. that’s all.. bye now.. :-h

Put away the pictures.
Put away the memories.
I put over and over
Through my tears
I’ve held them till I’m blind
They kept my hope alive
As if somehow that I’d keep you here
Once you believed in a love forever more?
How do you leave it in a drawer?

Now here it comes, the hardest part of all
Unchain my heart that’s holding on
How do I start to live my life alone?
Guess I’m just learning,
Learning the art of letting go.

Try to say it’s over
Say the word goodbye.
But each time it catches in my throat
Your still here in me
And I can’t set you free
So I hold on to what I wanted most
Maybe someday we’ll be friend’s forever more
Wish I could open up that door

Now here it comes, the hardest part of all
Unchain my heart that’s holding on
How do I start to live my life alone?
Guess I’m just learning,
Learning the art of letting go

Watching us fade
What can I do?
But try to make it through
the pain of one more day
Without you

Where do I start, to live my life alone?
I guess I’m learning, only learning,
Learning the art of letting go.

if you think things over.. this song may only be intended for lovers moving separate ways.. living separate lives after a happy and colorful relationship.. but for me.. its not just that.. this song goes to "letting go" of the "important" things, habits, especially persons who made our lives colorful and full of adventure..

i experienced letting go to my valued friends before and even now.. when i was in grade school i can still remember the days when im giggling with my grade school gurl friends.. though im not that "pa-gurl" that time.. i still experienced the best of grade school with them.. i can even remember us swearing to a tree at school that we will never forget each other and the friendship shall last forever.. weve been to separate ways having me transferring to a different school away from them.. kinda sad really but its both the end and the beginning of a new life for me.. though i have to say i never did forgotten my grade school friends (whom i am trying my very best to get in touch with these days..)

along came high school.. im kinda unusual to my classmates since i came from a different school in grade school.. but just like the "first day funk" song by PNE.. im full of confidence that i can overcome any possible hurdles of high school life, which i looked forward as the most exciting part of being a teenager, and ive proven that to be absolutely correct.. i made new friends.. new company.. but as always.. graduation will always come and that means "letting go" of these "companions" whom i shared the best of high school life.. though i will also have to say i never forgot.. were also keeping in touch in our ways even thru our hectic scheds..

then college.. the most "challenging" part of studying.. challenge in a sense that more responsibilities.. more opportunities for growth.. as again.. i made new friends.. some of which from other courses as well.. i shared all the "puyatan blues" and "stomach pain" with my classmates.. thru all the case studies.. projects.. documentations and dissertations.. we surpassed them all with flying colors.. i know i have to say this again.. there came the time to "let go" again.. very dramatic since my college friends were almost like my siblings.. their families are my extended families.. their parents my 2nd parents.. but i have to be strong.. i have to face the challenge of the real world outside my alma mater..

and so i did.. i got a job.. the kind of job which im capable and i will have to say easier for me.. in a sense that i have all the necessary backgrounds and skills needed for the job.. i hate to say this but even at the workplace.. i also experienced "letting go".. switching from one program to another is inevitable.. and for every switch means "letting go" of your TLs, team mates, friends.. the most memorable i would have to say was when i switch from AOL to Vonage.. maybe because i stayed longer in AOL and was accommodated by a "real family".. needless to say and i know not all of my workmates know this.. i really cried.. shattered tears on that very day.. but that was deep inside.. i never want them to know and see that im hurting.. i want them to see that im moving on with a smile on my face and a wave that means "see you later dude!.." but im ok now.. im still seeing my AOL friends so no need to be agonized anymore.. as for my Vonage family.. i would have to say im really blessed.. not just to be part of this company but to be accomodated by the best and wonderful people.. they’re part of my inspiration to go to work everyday..

now.. i will need to say "best wishes" to another "letting go" segment of my life.. my girlfriend Ate Larra is getting married soon.. leaving us her girlfriends behind.. for there’s no assurance of her coming back to work after her leave.. hope i can cope up with this.. not again.. :’(

Close the door
I feel a breeze hold me please
I hate to be alone
It’s a cold night, turn off the light
Come take my hand and…

Listen
to these things I have to say
please understand
she left me, all alone again

Clear the room
Of every memory
I don’t want that song back on
It’s an endless maze
Take away this haze
Please mend my heart and…

Listen
to these things I have to say
please understand
she left me, all alone again

Listen
to these things I have to say
please understand
she left me, all alone again

Turn away
Don’t want you to see me cry
I just want things the way they were
It’s so hard to say goodbye
Wipe my tears and…

Listen
to these things I have to say
please understand
she left me, all alone again

This I ask of you
Please stay with me
Until she comes back

- whoever you are.. this song’s for you.. i want you to listen.. carefully..