Leaving You by Session Road
I’m watching me make a fool of myself
Silently speaking my wish to be free
Turning my world inside out
Spin my emotions building my doubt
I fed on this strangeness plain and true
But there was nothing beneath it i knew
I see myself falling falling from grace
My life fading without trace
I’m tired of waiting here fo you
Can’t waste my time, i’m leaving you
I’m watching me make a fool of myself
Silently speaking my wish to be free
Turning my world inside out
Spin my emotions building my doubt
And now that you’ve taken the world out of me
I’m left with my body hanging free
As lovers come and comfort me
I’m still left with my misery
I’m tired of waiting here fo you
Can’t waste my time, i’m leaving you
I’m leaving you…
i hate to admit this but i got screwed up.. never expected yet much the regret.. there’s a lot of "i shouldn’t have.." but the damage has been incurred.. no turning back..
i just got from a tragedy this week.. never thought that i would experience that horrible scene.. now i hate being sweet and friendly.. maybe i was too nice to get involved with bitches and assholes.. its so funny to know that they can dress up like us, humans.. and never thought that they are also good actors.. they can act and socialize like us.. cant believe what’s happening to the world right now.. on you’re face they’re like angels singing praises for you.. but beware.. at you’re back they transform into wolves howling for devil’s grace.. if u got deceived.. you’re dead meat.. as what i am right now.. now i know.. i should have known that earlier..
im so thankful that with this misery, i knew who are my true friends, my non-biological siblings.. they are my parachutes when i fall.. even through strong winds.. i would like to take this opportunity to thank my ever loving "siblings" - ate larra, gracie, kuya ran and kuya rai (whom i thought was siding with the bitch.. its really unexpected.. thanks man!..) i cant say anything more but thanks a lot!..
i believe everything has its purpose.. lessons learned?.. never trust strangers.. they are "like boxes of chocolates.. you’ll never know what you will get".. trust and keep your friends.. they are God given for keeps.. believe in yourself.. because if you don’t.. nobody will even your true friends..
"if we lose something, we lose it for a reason
that reason might be hard to understand
but whatever it is, we just have to believe that..
God takes away when He has something better to give.."
I now rest my case.. Peace be with us all..
(guys kuñari lang toh.. pure english!.. wwwaaahhh!.. gñan lang tlga pag depressed aquetch.. wahehehe.. n_n)
