[ just freaking out sometimes ]

hai.. as what the title implies.. pucha!.. pakshet tlgang baguio yan!.. hanep!.. lakas tama!.. wwwaaahhhh!..

tuesday plng lam q nah my baguio named "Milenyo".. napanuod q xe sa big-turning tv sa ayala mrt.. nde pah nmn xdu mulan nun so keber lng.. ksu pguwee q nung hapun ngcmula nang umepal c milenyo.. mulan nah xa.. my lakad pah nmn q.. hai.. stay inside the haus nlng kesa wa poise sa baja sa aming barrio.. noon time my papa (as in my ama.. this is related to my blog on hayskul layf..) txted my mama pra check out ung pc sa hi skul nmen.. so der.. gora nmn me..

wait.. my kol nah me.. brb in few mins.. n_n

minsan sa may kalayaan tayo’y nagkatagpuan
may mga sariling gimik at kaya-kanyang hangad sa buhay
sa ilalim ng iisang bubong
mga sekretong ibinubulong
kahit na anong mangyari
kahit na saan ka man patungo
chorus
ngunit ngayon kay bilis maglaho ng kahapon
sana’y huwag kalimutan ang ating mga pinagsamahan
at kung sakaling gipitin ay laging iisipin
na minsan tayo ay naging
tunay na magkaibigan
minsan ay parang wala nang bukas sa buhay natin
inuman sa magdamag na para bang tayo’y mauubusan
sa ilalim ng bilog na buwan
mga tiyan nati’y walang laman
ngunit kahit na walang pera
ang bawat gabi’y anong saya
repeat chorus
minsan ay hindi ko na alam ang nangyayari
kahit na anong gawin
lahat ng bagay ay merong hangganan
dahil ngayon tayo ay nilimot ng kahapon
di na mapipilitang buhayin ang ating pinagsamahan
ngunit kung sakaling mapadaan baka
ikaw ay aking tawagan
dahil minsan tayo ay naging
tunay na magkaibigan

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alright.. this is our batch’s theme song nung 1st year college.. why?.. check this out..

nung 1st year 2nd sem poh xe my subject kme called "Logic Circuits".. nde qlng poh sure if mewon tlgang subject nah gnun or bka npagtripan lng kme kya nlagas ang klase nmen nung 1st year plang.. hai naku.. the ingredients for this subject are: breadboard, wires, ICs & kung anik-anik pah nah nging suki nah nga kme ng Alexan sa SM fairview.. (ang laki den ng kinita nung store nah un smen huh!..)

phirap nah nga ung subject terror pah ung prof!.. (peace mam!..) dumating ung judgement day.. by group ang presentation & drama mode nah ang lhat.. ung iba umiiyak nah xe ala pang tulog for the whole week.. ung aders umiiyak xe alaws nah perang panggastos sa mga equipments.. ung iba umiiyak xe aiao tlga mkisama nung project nila!.. (fyi traffic lights system poh ung project us..) aiao magsiilaw ng mga LEDs.. nde mlman kung pundido vah or ng-iinarte lng tlga.. at pucha bd3p tlga!.. kung kelan nkahinang nah sa board tsaka pah magloloko!.. hai asar to the Nth power tlga!..

so der nah nga.. nde nah pde sa skul mgdefense so sugod kme sa haus ng prof us.. & take note!.. mahirap xa hanapin huh!.. as in!.. nsa kadulu-duluhan pah ata ng daigdig un!.. (peace agen mam!..) imagine.. dala-dala nmen ung npkalaki nmeng mga miniature.. (miniature?.. mlake?.. hehehe!..) ung miniature intersection poh nsa 1/2 illustration board!.. freak shet!.. aiao kme isakay ng mga tricycle xe nga anlake nmn nun nuh!.. meju ambon ever pah nun.. after an hour or so natuntun den nmen ung place ni prof.. & alaws kme parking ng mga boards nmen so nsa eskinita parking lot kme!.. very cautious xe nga sensitive cla LEDs.. mya umepal pah sa defense.. & the expected came to being.. every team nah natapus sa defense my ngumangawa at duguan.. (not literal huh!..) dumugo ang utak sa defense..

nung moment nah nung team q (ehem.. puro mauutak nmn kme eh..) nde umubra ung pambobola nung leader nmen (c kuya jeff.. kamuka ni bong revilla poh!.. papalicious!.. eheheh!..) ung isang team mate q (c ate merlyn poh) ai nde nah npigilan ngumawa nung 1 of the LEDs umepal nah nga.. aq?.. xempre casual lng.. never panic ang drama.. just reason out.. (kya nga defense dvah?..)

lahat kme natapus nah.. sa bigayan nah dw ng class cards malalaman ang verdict.. lhat kbadu.. my ilan nah hinatulan nah pla kya nde mpigil sa crying.. rechu kme sa pinakamalapit nah haus ng klasmate nmen.. nagpahinga pero ala ntulug.. last moments togetherness nah dw eh.. ala nmn kme msveh sa mama ni klasmate xe pinaghandaan pah kme ng food pgdating nmen.. (tenks nay!..) matapus lumamon.. (kaw vah nmn magpuyat & mdiet nang ilang linggo nde kvah mpalamun evah dvah?..) punta kme sa bundok (opoh.. my bundok pah poh sa aming barrio.. hehehe!..) cozy nmn ung place.. picnic at 6pm kme.. star gazing & tawag ng tanghalan.. moments nah ng mga songsters..

open forum ang nagsimula.. plans for the future.. xe nga nmn.. 1 year nden kme mgkakasama.. so my bonding nden khet papanu.. ung aders umamin nah nxentenxahan nah cla.. hai.. so sad ng moment nah un.. ung dabarkads since hiskul ngmoment nah den.. aq?.. ala nmn xe q gnu kclose nun.. (c ate fang lng xe xa nga ung ksama qng tinakbuhan ung guard nung 1st day of skul..) den bigla bumanat ang mga rakista ng song nah toh.. hai!.. lalu humagulgol ang mga loka!.. yakapan moments toh!.. (group hug!.. chansing tym!.. wahehehe!..)

so anu nging update?.. pgdateng ng 2nd year nangalahate nah kme.. ung iba ngshift ng kors.. ung aders ngxfer ng skul & still aders ngshift ng career (tambay mode or work mode..) nkkmiz pden tlga ung tym nah un.. khet ilng oras lang un.. (6pm-10pm lng poh.. my curfew eh!..) msaya ndeng alalahanin.. sa mga klasmates q nung 1st year rock on dudes!.. were still the champions of our lives.. sna mgkareunion ung batch nten.. (sna kumpleto!..) sna.. khet minsan.. n_n

It’s all because of you,
I’m feeling sad and blue
You went away,
Now my life is just a rainy day and I love you so,
How much you’ll never know
You’ve gone away and left me lonely.

Untouchable memories
Seem to keep haunting me
Another love so true,
That once turned all my gray skies blue
But you disappeared,
Now my eyes are filled with tears
And I’m wishing you were here
With me soaked with love all my thoughts of you
Now that you’re gone I just don’t know what to do
If only you were here,
You’d wash away my tears
The sun would shine,
Once again you’ll be mine all mine
But in reality, you and I will never be cos
You took your love away from me.

Chorus
Girl, I don’t know what I did to make you leave me
But what I do know is
That since you’ve been gone there’s such an emptiness inside,
I’m wishing you to come back to me.

If only you were here,
You’d wash away my tears
The sun would shine,
Once again you’ll be mine all mine
But in reality,
You and I will never be cos
You took your love away from me.
Oh — Baby you took your love away from me.

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ai etoh poh pla ung fave song q nung grade 2 me.. bket?.. ala lng.. na-last song syndrome xe q d2 eh.. my activity xe kme nun sa music class nmen & unfortunately klngan nmen kumanta in front of the class.. da hell!.. aq kakanta?.. yeah!.. ds is it!.. ds is really is it!.. its time to shine!.. (hehehe!..) well.. ala q mpile nah song nun xe prang halus lhat ata ng kanta sa radio eh kabisadu q nah.. klngan ung unique.. ung tipong nde alam ng teacher q pra maimpress nmn sken.. (grade 2 plang epal nah nuh!.. wahehehe!..) so pauwee q nun den i stopped by to see sum mags sa kanto pauwee smen.. my nbsa q song title "Sukiyaki" ksu ala lyrics.. accordingh sa article sikat dw un nung time nah un.. nde q nktulog nung hapun (kya nga pinagalitan aq ng mama q xe pg bata nga klngan dw mtulug sa hapun).. i nid to find the lyrics of that song.. so no choice.. nde pah uso internet & dahil pulubi aq nun (P2.00 lng baon q nun.. huhuhu!.. till now nmn pulube pden eh!.. hehehe!..) so bukas ever me ng radio & tuned in bka patugtugin ung song.. un nlang ung lm me nah source eh.. (most resourceful!..) at nakngtokwa!.. ang suerte me nmn.. top hits ung pinapatugtog so ksma nga ung song nah toh.. so der.. "listening attentively" (buti nlng its part of my traits kya nde nah me nhirapan sa kols.. hehehe!..) & mah gosHes!.. nkuha q nga ung exact lyrics & rhythm.. ngtataka nga mama q xe prang my topak ata q at halus halikan q nah ung karaoke nmen just to make sure nah i shall get all the lyrics correctly..

rewarding nmn ung paghihirap q xe nung presentation time taas nmn grade me sa music.. (iba tlga pag bibo eh!..) tpus ala nah!.. from that day on hanggang mg-recognition day nung march un pden knkanta q pauwee, ppasuk sa skul, pag break & whatduh!.. khet pla pg natutulug aq knkanta q pden un!..  addeekkk toh!..

so far un lng msasaveh q sa song nah toh.. mganda nmn dvah?.. (for a grade 2’s perspective.. its perfect!.. wahehehe!..) n_n

this is the continuation of my post with the same title poh.. hai.. bket vah xe nauso pah ang term nah "reminiscin" & "missing".. asar!.. pnira sa buhay!..

khpun poh ng afternoon gora me sa hiskul alma mater us - Camarin High School.. well sa mga nde nkkalam kung sang lupalop ng Philippines un wak ñu aq umpisahan huh!.. (xe vah nmn evrytime nah sasale kme ng contest nung hiskul & nggetting to know nah ung mga contestants xempre ksama ung question nah "from what school are u?".. xempre wid all the pride nmn my klasmates will sei "Camarin High School".. ksu whatduhpak!.. mega ask vah nmn nah "where’s that?" wid matching taas pah ng kilay.. nde man lng nahiya smen!.. puede nmang sarilinin nlng or ibulong nlng the sense nah nde nlng sna nmen marinig ksu the hell wid those f*ckshets!.. ksu bbwwaaahahhahaha!.. winners ata mga students ng not-so-known-school nah toh!.. kya at the end of the conference or contest chin up ever nmn kme.. wahehehe!..)

now back to regular programming.. as i was saying napadpad aq sa hi skul nmen.. pinatingnan poh xe ng papa (as in ama q okei!..) ung PC nla sa math dept.. (heads up - my father is teacher poh dun so all out access me sa gate.. no more identification needed).. hai naku!.. tsk.. tsk.. tsk.. mlala nah ung PC nla.. super bagal nah virus friendly pah.. the best dvah!.. so i decided iuwee nlng the hdd & reformat.. keri lng nmn sa mga teachers un eh xe for docus lng nmn ung PC nah un.. as i was walking down the corridor ppunta sa math dept (sa 3rd floor poh un) here comes the word "reminiscin".. the memories are still der & alive!.. yeah boy!..

ung amphi theater nah tambayan nmen (xe tapat lng ng building nmen un nung 4th year) buhay pah.. ung tree nah small but terrible plng nun (like me.. wahehehe!..) grew up to be a very useful one.. im so proud of it.. prang nkkta q pah ung self q dun nung kasagsagan pah ng cutting moments q.. ung room nmn nmen nung 2nd year meju not so nice nah.. eerrrwww.. excuse me but its so dirtiness nah eh.. well sabgay nung gnamet nmen un newly built plang un (donated by ex-Pres FVR poh un).. ung room nmn nmen nung 3rd year gnun pden un nga lng ung shed nah date den nmen tambayan alaws nah.. napalitan nah ng walang kcng sticky nah putek.. 1st year room?.. as usual the same.. nde nmn xe tnamaan ng earthquake or whatsoever kya buhay pah ung building.. (1st floor lng nmn poh un)..

the memory lives on.. ung tpat ng principal’s office where kme ngprapraktis ng drum & lyre band q nun (well.. iba tlga pg talentado nuh!..) ndun pden.. i remember pah nung 1 of my members nah suvrah aqng knukulet nun eh batuhen vah nmn q ng ice water!.. as in!.. the f*ck & tinamaan kang bata kah!.. sa suvrah bd3p q nun (xempre ala poise eh!..) batuhen q nga ng putek ewan qlng kung nde mpauwee un pra mgbhis.. hehehe!.. sapul!.. bulls eye pare!..

nxt stop ung student government office nah buhay pden.. nde q pden mafo4get nah nwala lahat ng gmet q dun nung mag-impake vah nmn cla nang nde aq cnsvhan!.. mah gudness gracious nmn!.. ung school shoes q, mga projects, notebooks, cassette tapes pate ung pinkaiingatan qng mga luvletters (hehehe.. dme fans eh..!) bnsura lng nang ganun-ganun!.. hai naku!.. dun q nah nga itinago xe ala nah space sa haus nmen & d fact nah nde nmn tlga nq umuuwee nun xe meju dedicated nga q sa mga extra curricular q nun!.. all turned to waste!.. hu ever man un d hell wid yah!.. >.<

ung gym nah ngun eh gnwa nang tamvakan ng mga crang chairs & tables ndun pden.. dun xe aq ng-audition for DULAYAW (dula, awit, sayaw - theater group).. i can still remember that day.. biglaan un eh.. its a saturday morn.. friday plng nsvhan nah kme nah my audition nga dw.. eh best actress nmn ang lola aquetch so klngan gora q jn.. ksu nga ngdalawang minds me xe dme q pah ggwen.. saturday is still for my extra activities.. sveh q bhala nah.. saturday morn came.. ang aga q ngcng.. kept thinking if pupunta vah q or not.. everybody’s expecting me der.. in d nick of time voila!.. i found myself at the school’s gate in a hurry papunta nga sa gym.. anung act gagawen q?.. impromptu toh!.. ang dala qlng nun kumot and.. un lng!.. kumot lng tlga!.. nkpang haus dress lng q nun (haus dress?.. pambahay poh!.. susyalera!.. hehehe!) kta q ung klasmates q preparing for their act.. aq nktulala.. bhala nah!.. whatevah!.. so gora kme sa gym & in fairness magagaleng den ung nag-audition.. nung moment q nah.. pakshet!.. SISA ang drama nito!.. but its not the regular sisa that we’ve known from noli.. sosyal nah sisa etoh!.. ang kumot?.. pantakip sa muka q xe nkkhiya nga nmn ung gngawa q.. wahehehe!.. nde poh uso ang hiya smeng mga artista nuh so keber kung san iwasiwas ang kumot!.. ang ending?.. xempre!.. member nah poh me ng prestigious group nah etoh.. winner dvah!..

anu pvah?.. hhhmmm.. lhat nga pla ng building dun (khet nde kme ng-room) eh naconquer q nah.. either tambayan pg nagkacutting class or nung ngstudent teacher me.. for the record poh 2nd year plang student teacher nah me sa English by our late teacher Sir Luna.. (hhhmm elementary plang poh pla student teacher nah.. just FYI lng.. hehehe!..) ala nmn nangyaring palakasan system (to know nah kumpare ng papa q si sir.. hehehe!.. nde lam ng klasmates q un!.. bbwwwaaahhahahaha!..) its just that ewan q.. epal lng tlga q nung 2nd year nah hyper sa recitation.. cguru bored lng q sa kakavandal sa chair q kya gnun.. so from 2nd year to 4th year consistent student teacher poh etoh for English.. i still dont know why coz im not really fluent in English.. im still in the process of learning things.. (hehehe!.. n_n)

hai xdu dme memories.. to be continued nlng tong session nah toh.. meju bumabaguio nah & nilalamig nq!.. (conexon?.. nsa labas vah ang computer?..) ai vstah!.. sa mga hiskul klasmates & batchmates nga pla nah mkkbasa netoh u know im saying the truth ryt?.. (defensive vah?..) kung violent reactions, comments, suggestions or whatsoevah man kau feel free to post that here.. lagut kau sken!.. resbak q kau 4 sure!.. (hehehe!.. peace out!..)

i rest my case.. till next time.. same time.. same channel.. n_n

Nagsimula ang lahat sa iskuwela. nagsama-samang ‘labingdalwa’.
Sa kalokohan at sa tuksuhan, hindi maawat sa isat-isa.
Madalas ang istambay sa capetirya. Isang barkada na kay’ saya.
laging may hawak-hawak na gitara, konting hudyut lamang kakanta na.

kay simple lamang ng buhay ‘non, walang mabibigat na suliranin.
prublema lamang laging kulang ang datung.
saan na napunta ang panahon.

Saan na nga ba, saan nanga ba?
saan na napunta ang panahon.

Sa unang ligaw kayo’y magkasama, magkasabwat sa pambobola.
Walang sikreto kayong tinatago, O kaysarap ng samahang barkada.
nagkawatakan na sa kolehio, kanya-kanya na ang lakaran.
kahit minsanan na lang kung magkita, pagkaka-ibiga’y hindi nawala.

At kung saan na napadpad ang ilan,
sa dating iskwela’y meron’ ding naiwan.
Meron’ pa ngang mga ilang nawala na lang,
nakaka miss ang dating samahan.

saan na nga ba, saan na nga ba?
saan saan na nga bang’ barkada ngayon.

Ilang taon din ang nakalipas, bawat isa sa ami’y tatay na.
nagsusumikap upang yumaman, at guminhawang kinabukasan.
Paminsan-minsan kami’y nagkikita, mga naiwan at natira.
At gaya nung araw namin sa iskwela, pag magkasama ay nagwawala.

Napakahirap malimutan, ang saya ng aming samahan.
Kahit lumipas na ang iilang taon, magkabarkada parin ngayon.

Magkaibigan, magkaibigan magkaibigan parin ngayon.
Magkaibigan, magkaibigan magkabarkada parin ngayon.

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well guys welcome to my first edition of my moments song compilation. today’s session is regarding one of APO Hiking Society’s hits - Saan Na Napunta ang Panahon. its true naman tlga na were not really sure what’s in store for us and who are the most cherished pipol for us until we end up loosing them. in this song’s case, its about true friendship. they didnt really lost each other. it just came to a time that they have to deal with their own lives - for now. i cant help but remember my college dudes.  the whole class is like a super huge barkada (the fact nah were only 12 individuals who became one strong group known as dodecagon)..

well i’ll try to be safe guys Okei!..

perfect tlga tong song nah toh for us xe as per the 1st stanza states (basa!) "..nagsimula ang lahat sa iskuwela. nagsama-samang ‘labingdalwa’" actually nde lng nmn kme 12 nung 1st year.. sangkaterbs ata kme.. different groups.. different trip sa buhay.. different races (hehehe!..) its quite a novela pah if i make quento all the things that happened why we end us as 1 group of 12 pipol.. 3rd year came & officially 12 nlng nga kme.. at first hesitations.. xe nga nmn iba-iba ang trip sa life eh.. sa 12 nah un i wud say ganito ang hatian: 1 ala pkelam sa buhay (que sera sera ang drama), 2 bestfriends since high school, 2 lovers in paris (since 2nd year) nah eventually naging "better off as friends", 1 under sa mama (hehehe!.. peace tau pre!..), 1 loka-lokang transferee from the main campus (un un eh!..), 1 hyper sa pagkamalikhain (as in super sa imagination tong batang toh!..), 1 shy type nah smiling face (dont ask me panu nangyari un okei?..), 1 naging boylet nung isa sa bestfriends since hiskul & 2 ngkakilala xe tinakbuhan ang guard xe ang haba ng palda nila nung 1st day of skul (wwhhaattduh!..)

kita ñu nmn.. ang kulet dvah.. cnu mag-aakala nah ang group nah ito nah hinati ng differences will work together as a team & soar through the magulumihanang life of dabarkads.. eventually 4th year 1st sem na-establish ang "dodecagon".. know why?.. actually im not really sure to whom we shall give the credit but if my memory is still working properly (& ala aq memory gap nuh!..) we had a project in our html class to publish  our very own websites.. well xempre sosyal kme & so we nid to come up with a group name pra compile nlng nmen all our masterpieces..i had a closed door meeting with the imagination guy (actually sa classroom lng un.. ni-close lng tlga ung door) & asking for a group name suggestion.. i was thinking bout the magic number 12 & wants to relate the name to that number.. as per my wildest guess the word "dodecagon" came to being.. nde nmn q xadung into math but it sounds unique lng.. that’s all.. i never thot nah un nah tlga ang magiging group name us.. & so there it started..

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waitdaminute.. anu vah ang gustong patunguhan ng salaysay nah ito.. simple lng.. miz q nah poh kau!.. huhuhu!.. T-T